Haih , ujian ..

Ujian .

Bukan ujian bulanan yang damn gilagila damn tuh .

Tapi ujian Allah pada bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni .

Bukan nak berlagak alim ,

Tapi itulah kenyataannya .

First of all ,

The third monthly test I got kinda FAIL

2B 2 D ! Wadda EFF !

Second of all ,

The mystery behind the lost of Mai-o-logy does give a slap to ME , too .

Because I'm one of the suspect .

Well , I'm not really mad because it just suspect and they got the Sherlock Holmes' prove .

Though I ain't the thief .

So since no Mai-o-logy , my journal won't be read by ANYONE

UNTIL Mai-o-logy found and Mai still keep going on .

I need Mai-o-logy , really .

For the idea (not copycat.)

Third of all ,

I can't stand with people around me

When I look at them , I become depress .

So I just love to be in the room , locked with the music turn on .

And do whatever I want in the room .

And I think when I die , "I"'ll wander in the room

and It will become the haunted room

And no one dare enter my room

And maybe my sister already marry that time (my older sister that stay in the room and I have to go out and find other room when she got home . Ugh , hate it)

What am I nonsense about ?!!

Forth of all ,

I think my life almost like "Welcome To My Life" song .

Fifth of all ,

I did a lot of sins even in Ramadhan month because of my depression .

Sixth of all ,

I think I lost my best friend .

And I only have Anis in school now .

Seventh of all ,

I always become the "middle" friend .

When my friends fight ,

I'll be the middle . DUH ?!

Eighth of all ,

I can't stand with the school .

I really wanna switch school but I can't !

Ninth of all ,

I became a rude child now !

And lastly ,

My heart pains a lot .

But whatever it is ,

I'm still a happy Najla on the outside ,

But don't ever decode my inside .

You won't understand (I think)

Pain with love ,

Najla