He Died . I know .

Hmm .

The old best friend . Dead .

Not physically , but mentally dead .

Now he's change . A lot .

Last time talk , Feb 4th 2010 .

Yes , I remember cause I have a diary that I put dates .

Okay . Okay . I don't care about you .

You've change and I don't know you anymore .

And you don't know me , too like you admit .

So what ?

Yeah , SO WHAT ?

Just cut my heart out of my chest

AND END THIS SUFFERING .

(Tak boleh blah tiru :P)

Its okay , we still friends in "dream" .

The old you . Not the you NOW .

And , I still love you , best friend .

JUST as a best friend .

Sorry I never return my feelings .

But you forgive me , right the old you ?

When I see the new you , almost everyday ,

I feel terrified . Mentally . Not physically . Again .

I don't understand . My feelings .

You just change A LOT .

And I really miss the old you . A lot .

Where are you ?

I know you still alive .

But how can I find you back ?

Please . Don't go .

I know you still the old you DEEP inside .

But it just , I have to find you . The old you , of course .

Hmm . Fate . Who knows ?