I am sick because I am tired of pretending that I don't care. But I do care. A lot. I am a sensitive person. Get it? I just admit it - Me, Najla Nadhirah is a sensitive one. I think some of you know ;P. Pretend to be nice with me even I know you don't like me. I know, I am annoying. Another confession - I am annoying. -.- But at least I have a feeling. Don't treat me like a useless piece of shit. Oh man, I just said didn't I? Yes, I do.
You did that. You did that and you think I'm stupid? Fool? Idiot? Lalala, IyemwhoIyem. Uh'huh. I don't like people dislike me. I've been nice to you and this what you did? And strangers that did that also, I didn't do anything.
But not all your fault. I just too sensitive. Hati aku pun jadi macam ugh. I wanna scream. Scream and I don't know what's the motive. Oh yeah, expressing feelings like huh. Doodling, drawing, writing, reading, listening to music, yadda yadda yadda. I'm stressing out. I'm hurt because of something I didn't do. Gosh, what a horrible am I.
But its okay. I'll consider you still nice to me even you uh'uh. You look nice and I love to be friends with you but , what did you did you do you did you do you do? You've changed. You try to hide it but you can't. You have a lot of best friends and they knew. And me. I'm not blind. I can see it. Yes, yes, I can see it now. Do you remember, wait, this is not Taylor Swift's song ;P . But seriously, I still have feelings. I can see how you talk, how you look at me, how you treat me, everything describe it. But I'm not like others - preferring you're a bitch or whore or blahblahblah. Maybe it is my fault.
But I don't remember at all what did I do to you. People makes mistake. You, too. You're not perfect. D'oh. Whatever, Let's just forget about everything.
But I can't
READ: This is to significant other, but thanks for reading it.
Love,
Najla the sensitive girl.
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