I Hate To Be Typical. I just Wanna Be Me - Different and Unique.

And hell yeah, I really mean it. Life is just so hard. And I always like do what people do, and that means I'm a typical, and I hate it. I hate to be typical. I love normal but typical. And people hardly understand me. It just so pathetic -,-. And its better to be FREAK.

When I read books/watch movie like Tommy Sullivan Is A Freak, Beautiful Creatures, Dark Visions, Harry Potter, and Twilight, I feel I could feel Tommy Sullivan, Lena Duchannes, Gabriel Wolfe, Kaitlyn Fairchild, Luna Lovegood and Bella Swan. I fell in love with their personality. And I wanna be like, dark, like, silent like I used to be. But I changed into what I am now and I regret it.

It just, I wanna be different. Really. And I think I'm kinda different. And I wanna hide my personality, I want to be mysterious. I want to be a person who don't care what people thinks.

But its okay. And yeah, for me, guys who are mysterious, geek, dark and different are sexy. And I think many girls agree :P. Not like the typical Justin Bieber -,-.

Plus, I really, really want a best friend who really understands me. Who really get me. Who won't betray me. And who always can cheer me up. And and and, to be honest, Xiangjun can :P. Thanks, budday, but she's my close friend. :)

It just, I don't know. And it just - I don't know. Now, its really hard to find true friend. Its really hard to make people like us. For me la. I'm just the kind of low girl. Like, people see me, they turned without greet me. Sometimes lah.

Okay, okay, I don't care. Well, actually I do care. So typical. And showing feeling in blog and people read it, OMG, so typical.

But I know, in other part, I am different.

By,

Najla