Tragedy.

Well, yes, I cried again. Because of you. Again and again. I know it's over. I know I already have a new boyfriend. But I feel stupid when think about you - again. Stupid when I can't over you although you already have a new girlfriend. It hurts a lot it can kill. It does hurt fer yer information, mister. Damn me for still thinking about you, until sometimes I feel guilty with my own boyfriend. Oh blame me why I accept him, blame me. Because he's my best friend.

I don't know what the hell happened to the letter I gave to you on your birthday last few months ago. Did you do anything? Threw it? Tear it? Step on it? Burned it? But I am positive that it's no longer in your wallet like it used to be.

You think you're right at everything. Only you. You're the one who's right and I'm the bad girl. Everything is my fault. You apologized and I'm the one who still not get over things. Me, me, me! But think THRICE. Think again. Oh, I am a gullible, innocent, naive and stupid girl, but this, THIS, you should think first. You should look again.

I texted you last Eid ul fitr, and you replied saying that you're apologized and I've done nothing wrong. Oh, what if I didn't send you the text? What if I said that right on your face, will still say that to me? That I've done nothing wrong and you're sorry? Hmm?

And you said I talked about you on Twitter. Think again. What's the motive of me doing that? I'm not talking bad about you. I was exasperated, I was hurt, because of what you did. You never treat me right. You kid me, you played my feelings, I don't know. And then when I asked you why, RIGHT ON YOUR FACE, you said "Because we never talked". Seriously. Seriously?

You said you can't love me like you did last year, I understand, but at least, please, don't say you love me if like that. Because you just hurt me even more.

You deleted my name and saying "needless to put her (me) name". You said I'm nice on Facebook but on Twitter I talk shit about you. Ohoho, you're offended? What if it's not about you, still offended? And oh yes, I am offended. Calling me stupid? Oh that is unacceptable. WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!!

Think again of how you hurt me. I said I cried, you ignored and don't give a damn. You just... you just throw me away from your life.

Is this some kind of revenge for you? I broke up with you nicely last year and you said "Ok" and this year you told me I didn't think about your feelings last year. Oh my god -.-' . You make things worse to me, too. You kill me more, too. We still best friend last year after we broke up. We still talk. But this year? I say this is your fault. And mine.

And it's more sad when my own best friend defend him and saying that I'm wrong, too. Okay, I get it. I know you're his friend, but I never hate you. You're still my best friend. My sister, I understand. Seriously I do.

So yeah, thanks a lot for everything, ex. Be happy with you new girlfriend. And remember; it took so long just to feel alright.

Tragedy Story Teller,
Najla Nadhirah