Invicible.

You know what, I just want to say... I'm bored. Really. Seriously. And you know what? I'm terrified. Because I'm so lazy to study and exam's like... 5 days more. And next year. NEXT YEAR! This is my chance to get to higher class! But... but.... but.................

I'm not nervous, but I'm just worried. About everything. Sigh. This is like, the worse year ever.

Well I'm blogging now because I feel like blogging although I don't have nothing much to say. I'm happy now, except for this friggin exam.

And what's worse? My mum won't let me read novels anymore. Mum, what more will you ask me to stop? You already told me to not write. Not doodling. Now? Not to read novels? Also can't listen to music. My mum's so strict... All my passion... While most of parents wants their children to read, my mum doesn't. I only can read hadis and study books something.

This is too boring. Really. I can't live without novels. Without music. Without Twitter. Without writing. Without doodling. Without any of it!!!!

Mum, if only you know, without those novels, and also Twitter as well, my essays would be screwed? My ayat will be tunggang-langgang! Trust me! I'm trying to improve my essays besides building my imaginations. WHY!!! Gah...

So yeah, this writing stuff, I can do it without her knowledge. BUT NOVELS! Who's gonna buy me novels?! This is not happening. SO NOT.

Whatever. I'll try to work this out. Ask my aunt's help, or my sister's, whatever shit.

By the way, I bought 4 Malays novels, thanks to my aunt. Without her, I will never own any Malay novels. And bought 3 English novels. There are 3 more I've bought but will read after exam. And Claire De Lune... Gift by Danish. Ok.

So yes. Maybe that's why I bought that many novels. Maybe because I can sense that I'll never going to read more novels. MAYBE. I hope I still can buy new novels. So gonna spend my entire holidays after final exams by reading! Oh yeah!

All right. Sorry for boring post. I'll stop by now, thanks for reading.



xoxo
NajlaN