As usual, stay up at night. Feeling lonely. Paranoid. Silences. Then listen to music and turn the volume at the maximum. Yes, let the song plays as loud that can makes me less paranoid on hearing anything.
I'm sick of this. I hate staying up late with nothing to do. It's not cool. Night is for sleep. Maybe I'm dreaming right now, dream of something wonderful or tragic.
But I am not asleep right now. I am fully awake. Like a bat.
And I hate being such a paranoid. I don't know what to do. Boredom kills me. Silences kills me. Ugh.
I'm sick of being sick. I'm tired of being tired. I'm bored of being bored.
Lol yeah okay whatever goodbye.
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