Ex? Love? Say wut?

My title is simple. No, I'm not going to talk about my ex. I have had enough of talking about him. Today I feel like.... lecturing? Lol. K. Whatever. As I promised, this post will be full of English. Oh yes, my previous post, there were so many tertinggal ayat. That's why my ayat jadi tunggang langgang. Sorry. Before I start, I want to apologize for my bad English, abandoned words or wrong vocabulary whatever. Yeah man! So, imma talk about Us Versus Ex's w their new lover.

Okay. some people hate their ex's new lover even though they're the one broke up with their ex. I felt that, too. I mean, my ex broke up with me (tsk), and now he's happy with his new girlfriend (tsk tsk) and I'm just here, wish him happy..... *sharpens knife with evil smile*


Sometimes, whenever I caught a glimpse of him, it pains. Even just a glimpse of him, it pains. PAYNE. It's like I've been shot by a piercing arrow. And then I will be like... gloomy. My mind will be like higgledy-piggledy. It's stupid, yes, but what can I do.And now his class just beside me, dang it.. I surmise we both will never, ever, ever, EVER be able to talk.

About his girlfriend, yes yes. This month, they are together for six months. Ye aku jealous sebab lama gila dorang tsk tsk. Wow, congratulations, you two :-) :-) :-) *rolls eyes* Although, yes, I feel like I'm prettier than his girlfriend lol but I just have to accept. When I first found about him dating her, I was like...

But well, if she makes him happy, so why not? I didn't make him happy. I'm the worst and boring girlfriend. I couldn't even have conversation with him on phone. Besides, I CAN'T EVEN WALK WITH HIM AT SCHOOL. Plus, I CAN'T EVEN FACE TO FACE WITH HIM. Why? Every time I lifted my head and saw him, I'll be like... my face will be hotter and I guess my face reddened every time I saw him or his name mentioned. I can't even smile at him because I'll feel insecure every time I see him. I will feel like, 'Oh my gosh, I think he thinks I'm ugly.' 'Dang, what did he think about me?' 'Why is he so perfect and I'm all... pimpled face?' and so on. That's why I always hide my face every time I saw him. I can't. I don't know why. Only with him.

Man, what a low self-esteem.

That's why I don't have the guts to talk to him. When we were at primary school, I didn't have problem of showing my face at him because I felt like I'm cute :p And we were always fighting and all. We were just kids in love LOL LOL LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

But then I don't know whether it was his fault or mine. What I'm sure is I wanted to do this:

Back to the topic. Yes, at first, I disliked his girlfriend. Dislikes, not hate okay. I am not the type of person who just hate people. I just disliked. I mean, she's younger and I hated juniors in my school. I repeat, HATED and IN MY SCHOOL. I mean, they were all like think they're so cool although they're so annoying. I feel like I want to do... or NOT ALL OK. Just some.

But then, she made him happy, I guess. I ever read his tweets, pfft dulu kata Twitter tak best, sekarang pakai pulak. Aku yang paksa dia buat Twitter, ok :P he looked happier. Although at first, after we broke up, he did talked bad things about me and we were kinda fight although it was unmention tweets, but yeah... Whatever. He is happy, held hands with his girlfriend and all. Plus, his girlfriend's smart so okay. I give blessings for you both lol they never asked :P

Truth is, there's always reasons why people breaks up. And yes, there are couples who broke up but then got back together. But all these heartbroken. All these breakups. Heartbroken and breakups teaches you lesson; to be stronger. God is fair, all right. He never says no. Only three answers: Yes; I think of something better; I will fulfill your wish but later. He always knows the best.

There's no use of hating! It just give you sins and drag you to the hell. If you love someone, you should let him be with someone he's happy with, even if it doesn't makes you happy. And dude, please, no, I don't love my ex no no no because I'm not happy when he's happy :P

Although his happiness is not because of you, but you should believe that one day, the happiness will be yours. Doesn't mean the happiness is because of him. Who knows who you might be with? ;D

I mean, when you hate your ex's girlfriend, don't you think that you're some kind of bitch? Oh dang, I just said it. I mean like, you're trying to ruin their relationship? Like you begrudge the relationship?

Oh one more thing, if you have a boyfriend and then his ex or some bit-----ch tries to ruin your relationship, dang she really deserves right? Well, just because you love your boyfriend doesn't mean it's 100% the bit-------ch's fault. Instead of repelling the bit---------ch, be mad at your boyfriend too if he still talks to her.

OH NOW I KNOW WHY MY EX WOULDN'T WANT TO TALK TO ME.

Lol what? No!

Don't worry, girl, I hate ruining people's relationships. I'm not a bit---------------ch. I won't bother your boyfriend lol ew.

PLUS, for Muslims, the devil jumps joyfully if you romantically involve with someone before marriage. The devil will cry if you're having romantic relationship after marriage ;-) With your husband, of course. Not with someone when you're already married omg don't get me wrong...............

So choose. You won't die without dating someone. For this young age, I say we just have to focus on what we SHOULD do rather than cry over jerks. Instead of this,



You should be



Enjoy you life! Aha k.

x0x0
Gossip Girl

Lol no.

By,
Dr. Najla :-)
Dreaming is not a crime x)