Indescribable.

1.) Last three days, I lent my Remember Me (by Christopher Pike) book to Abu, my gang. How unfortunate it was, the book fell into a filthy wet drain. Oh god knows how much it pains, how how agonized it felt to see my novel was... wet. So yes, I cried. Cried. You can call me a weakling, or like a baby, or a freak, whatever you want to call, but I care about novels more than anything. I repeat, anything. Except lives. You know, me and my loved ones' lives.

2.) Today I didn't bring money to school for expense. You know, to eat, to drink. Gosh, how can I forgot to take it on my very own table? I didn't even smear powder on my face lol. And I didn't even wear scarf in my school veil. I even forgot to ask my dad for money hehehe. I just realized it when it was recess time. At first, Nadilla asked if I wanted her to treat me. Noooo, I can't. I feel guilty. Guilt is killing me. Then Lissa asked if I want her to treat me. I said no to her. But she insisted. She said "It's okay, come on, what do you want? I'm serious." And I was like no, no, no, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay. But she knew I wanted to eat. "Come on, I know you're hungry. What do you want?" And she gave me RM2. Oh god, how touched I was. It was so nice of her. Nadilla also ever lent me RM1.80 because I was out of money and I was really thirsty. Of course I payed back.

You know, I'm just so uncomfortable about borrowing money. I can't. It felt so shameless, I don't like it. Once someone lend me money, I feel like pay them back twice lol I don't know why. I'm serious, *seriousface* it's just who I am.

Lissa, I'm so gonna treat you anything you want tomorrow.

3) So the class was over, time to go home. I asked my Geography teacher that I didn't get a paper for my Geography folio due to my absence. So me and Lissa followed her to the office. Plus, Lissa wanted to take her newspaper she paid. God, I didn't know what the hell was I thinking, there was like six teachers in front of me and I was confused which one was my Geography teacher from the back. I mean, I was run out of sight. I followed this teacher with yellowed colour veil because I remembered that was what my teacher wore. I waited her for so long to come out but she still didn't. So I just entered the office. No one! I mean, there were only rooms for the principal, the penolong kanan, you know those four top department. I don't know to said it in English and I forgot another one hahaha k. Then I went to the other office, there my Geography teacher was. At first she was like, "Where were you? I waited for you!" and I said with a grin on my face, "Wrong veil, teacher."

Then we went downstairs and to the outside. I couldn't stop saying sorry to Lissa because first, sorry for spent her money that she didn't have money to buy drinks because she was thirsty. She said it wasn't my fault because she was the one who offered and she was okay. Still, sorry sorry sorry... Second, because she had to wait with me while I was actually waiting for the wrong teacher. Sorry again... :-( After that, we found Nad. At first, she was, "Where were? I thought you were waiting for me but you weren't!" then Lissa explained that we had to follow our Geography teacher and she had to take her newspaper. Thank you didn't tell Nad about the wrong veil incident :p I said sorry to Nad, too. Endlessly lol. She said, "It's okay! At first I thought like 'What? Najla too didn't wait for me?'" and I laughed.

God, how silly I am.

Thank you Lissa, thank you Nadilla. Sorry, Lissa. Sorry, Nadilla :3 How great you are to be my best friends.

4) After Lissa and Nadilla got home, I went to talk to Xiangjun and Suja. Really miss to talk to them! I asked Xiangjun how was Avalon High novel. She said it was okay but it's also dramatic. I asked her about the Avalon High movie. She said something like the movie's crap especially the ending. Thank god you think the same way! Then she pointed to someone, 'Hey, your ex.' Oh yeah. My ex's the same class with Xiangjun. Yeah yeah yeah. Suja asked, "What? Who? Who's Najla's ex?" and Xiangjun said, "What? You don't know?" Lol, Jun, I won't tell everyone who he was. No. Suja said she could keep a secret, so I told Xiangjun to tell Suja. Okay. And Xiangjun said my ex was like gay because he put his hand around his friend and walked here to there for five minutes without put down his hand. Hahahahahahaha oh god, Jun xD

5) In the van. The uncle van waited and I thought I already told him that Aina won't come home by van. I guess he didn't hear. After minutes, Farhana, one of my van gang :p told me to tell the uncle again. So I braced myself to raise my voice and said, "Pak cik, Aina went home already." The boys looked at me. Except, of course, my ex. Plus, my voice was kind of weird........

What ever who cares?


Three days more Lisa Surihani and Yusry's wedding xD And four days more to my sister's wedding reception!


Sorry for my terrible grammar or vocabulary or whatever. I'm too lazy to check so any wrong spelling, or missing word or anything, I'm truly sorry for the error. xx


PS: It felt good to tell about my day.